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Hand COVERS the screen as it focuses the lens, moves away, and reveals a man in his mid-thirties stepping back as he sits down on a white leather sofa, buy Nitrazepam no prescription, still facing the camera.  He wears his hair in dreadlocks, slightly disheveled and unshaven.  His shirt is bloodstained.

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“…I did it for money and I didn’t care if the other family had kids, if the mamma got addicted, kjøpe Nitrazepam på nett, köpa Nitrazepam online, who I killed…  It didn’t matter to me even if it had to do with ruining another person’s life – fuck, they don’t mean shit to me.”

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“I should’ve known eventually it would’ve caught up with me.  It did…  I mean everybody’s dead now, and there’s nothing I can do to fix it.

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“My boy, every time he tells me he just wants to be like me, and I’d tell him you’re gonna be better than me.  Now everything is gone, Nitrazepam price, coupon, my legacy is gone...”

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(Beat) everything is real cloudy right now -- I mean I just walked in my house and shit man…

The hell with it, as soon as this is done I’m done.  I mean I’ve got the gun cocked.  I’m not gonna give ‘em the satisfaction of coming in here and busting the door.

So this is my goodbye, I’ll see y’all in hell!”

He reaches down and grabs the crumpled pack of cigarettes from the coffee table and pull out a cig.  There’s a Revolver next to the ashtray.  He lights the cigarette and blows out the match, flicks it, buy Nitrazepam online cod, takes a drag, leans forward and exhales a thick plume of smoke.

(Through the smoke)

“There is so much, Buy generic Nitrazepam, I don’t know where to begin.  …That baby and his mother I hooked on crack…  She OD’d.  Later I saw that baby all grown as a teenager without a mother walking the streets high on dope and me hiring that same “baby” to work for me…  Fuck that man, for everything there’s a price to pay.

I didn’t give a fuck about that, I mean it is what it is -- it was all about money.

Ha, my own old man was strung out all the time, ordering Nitrazepam online.  That dude, I mean there was nothing I could do about him ‘cept thinking that I was NOT going to grow up like him to be like him.

I watched him laying on the couch and use that needle, Fast shipping Nitrazepam, right in front of me, sitting right there, and I was telling myself that when I grow older I’m not going to be like him.  There was no looking up to him watching him hit that needle kill himself basically…  It stole my hope.

He died when I was twelve.   And after that I felt free – he was gone and I didn’t have shit to worry about.

That’s pretty much when I started, when I hit the streets.”

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“You know me, I never rolled with a bunch of people, was always by myself.  I got respect from the old G’s in the hood, and they saw that I was down and do whatever for the cause and that’s how I entered the game.

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This shit has two options, behind the bars or in the dirt.

Fuck jail, I’m too good for that.  All this shit that I did, people know not to say nothin’ about me cause they know what I did.  I say all the people who are in jail are stupid.  It don’t work that way with me.

I don’t think I’m the top tog, comprar en línea Nitrazepam, comprar Nitrazepam baratos, I know that I am.  That’s why everyone wants my spot, that’s why they did this to my family.

Everyone always wants the top dog, Buy Nitrazepam online no prescription, they want to knock ‘em off the hill.  And I want to let you all know you can have it, this is going to come back to you.  You can have all this.

I have no kinfolk, no one to shelter me in my need, and what I have they disowned me back in the day --  I have nothing else, order Nitrazepam from United States pharmacy, this is it – All I had was my family that I built…it’s over…  Fuck it.

You good folk out there, you wanna know how it goes down here in the hood. You want to know the heart and soul of what rubs us raw while you feast?

I mean you may look at me and say I kill mothers and fathers and kids and shit, but it wasn’t always like this – I was good how y’all say it.”

Long pause, reminiscing and looking to his right, deep into a distant past.  Sighs and looks back at the camera

“My first job I was a lifeguard, saving lives instead of taking lives.

One night I was working late at the pool and I left work to come home -- I was living at my aunts and couldn’t stay at my mom’s cause she was high on dope, so I went home knocking on the door.  I could hear that everybody was in there but nobody wanted to open the door, so I just said fuck it.  All my family was in there and no one was willing to open the door for me, so I went back to the swimming pool and decided to spend the night there.

Before I can go to sleep I hear gunshots, pam pam pam pram.  (Gestures with the revolver, pointing it toward the camera)

No one knows I’m at the pool so I hide, and when I come out I see him.  …The dude always with the top cars and girls in the neighborhood.  I see him stretched out, just like that, with his pistol in his hand, in front of his Lexus on the floor, and I’m standing in front of him and thinking to myself where the fuck is the other nigger, why is he the only one there?

And from that point after seeing that shit I made me a promise that shit’s never gonna happen to me, I’m never gonna slip like that.

I mean I have stories to tell, Order Nitrazepam with No Prescription. Nitrazepam samples, …I seen my cousin die when his car blew up in a gun-fight.  Every time I drive past the building I still see the smoke from that explosion on the wall still to this day.   So many of my friends died – maybe if I hadn’t seen all that I’d still be sitting in my home with my family.

Or maybe if I had been in that car with him that would’ve worked too cause then I would not had a family to worry about.

When I was a real young kid back in the hood no one had cars so we’d be walking everywhere.  I‘d walk to school through the cemetery and the woods hearing babies cry.

The first time I heard that I’d be what's that all about?  But then I heard it all the time, the crack babies, abandoned in trash cans and wrapped in plastic bags, you get used to it, kjøpe Nitrazepam på nett, köpa Nitrazepam online, go to school and forget about that, life takes over and you become desensitized nohin’ fucks with you, Nitrazepam from canadian pharmacy, nothing penetrates.”

With his left hand he touches the wound on his shoulder, grimaces in pain and hidden rage, regains his composure and looks back at the camera.

“Being in this line of business that’s the one thing I could’ve learned, that’s what you ought to do, purchase Nitrazepam online, offing families and niggers, ordering hits and taking out hits.

Smiling in their face and shooting ‘em in the back  two hours later you laugh and forget about it.

But all that ain’t shit matter now, Buy Nitrazepam no prescription, cause all you mother fuckers figured it out…”

He looks down, rocking back and forth, leaning forward, looks up at the camera.

“I remember when my boy was born, online buy Nitrazepam without a prescription, when he opened his eyes and looked up to me and I realized something changed in me, something was different, Buy cheap Nitrazepam, he depended on me.  It was something I never had and I didn’t want to continue that so you all fuck it.

Even though I’m doing negative shit out here in the streets I still don’t want my son to tell himself that he didn’t want to be like me.  I wanted to succeed and work harder for him.  This was my job.

I was successful at what I do in killin’ people and all that shit, at selling drugs, and he could be proud of me.  I wanted him to see that I was successful.

I didn’t want him to be a mini me when I was his age.

Others meant shit.  In my line of business emotions get you killed, it means you’re weak – I guess I’m weak now aren’t I?  I mean I had all these people ‘round me working for me looking up to me and I could not show any weakness…  I was their general.  All that nonsense.

Anyhow, buying Nitrazepam online over the counter, it’s about that time.

Its about that time, ‘bout that time.  You happy mother fuckers?  I bet you’re smiling right now, Buy Nitrazepam from canada, smiling ear to ear.  You about to have my spot, killed my mother fucking family, killed my son.  You all happy right now, partying, where can i find Nitrazepam online, popping bottles and all types of that shit, hmm real funny, Order Nitrazepam from mexican pharmacy, …funny, that’s real funny.

It’s aright tho, it’s aright, its aright…”

His eyes are welled with tear, looking slightly off camera into a memory, cradling the revolver close to his chest, clutching it with both hands.  The gun gleams and bristles in cold blue steal sheen.

“TJ…  TJ I’m sorry.  Daddy fucked up.  I’m sorry, you didn’t deserve this, none of this.

Shit, I though I was doing right by you.  As you see I wasn’t.  I’m gonna make everything right tho, daddy can fix this shit.  I am gonna fix this, cause that’s what I do, I fix things, I fix things; this ain’t nothin’ cause I know how to fix it.  You all just left, but it’s gonna be alright. We're all gonna be back together again.

We're gonna play basketball like we always used to, it's gonna be like always.

…They motherfucking figured out how to stop me. they shot my kid!

Who shoots a kid.  Who fucking shoots a kid?”

Cut to black Over SFX:  Percussive BANG of the revolver

Credits roll over escalating soundtrack ricocheting the gunshot as drumbeats.  A love song.

-Iliad Terra
January 2011
Washington DC

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