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Twisted Bullet – part 1

It’s 0100 hours.

The planet is in cycle, orbiting its stellar node.

Local Coordinates:

Latitude: 38° 53′ North
Longitude: 77° 02′ West

A man walks beneath the mercury vapor street lamp, past a street bench just north of the Mass Avenue intersection from his house.

The weather is cool on this early July night –  gentle breeze, low humidity…

He takes off his hat, returns to the bench, and sits down.

“It’s a good night to die.”

“Your job is not yet done.  Get up!”

“I can’t,” says the man.

He takes the revolver from his pocket.  There are exactly 3 rounds in the cylinder.

“You cannot quit!”

“You did not answer my question.  You failed me.”  He is crying, tears pouring down his chin, “you did not…”

The enormity of the moment has him pinned down between his past and his present without a future to set him free.  The pain bears down his chest like a nail on a wound.

He had done the unspeakable, he had done what was not asked of him, only he had not finished the job.  There were consequences to be had.

“I can’t let you go!”

“I no longer need you to frighten me.  Goodbye, or should I thank you and say…see you soon.”

He places the muzzle to his chest and blows his heart out.   His body collapses.

A moment later:

“…Let me see you, for once… for once,  just this once!”

He is startled – all around him darkness prevails, the stars are crisp, no Earth in sight…   Yet no sign of him.

“Hello?  HELLO?!”

He hears repeated echoes of his own voice.  …and again, and… again…

-IAT

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“from the top”

He asked me, “how do you climb a mountain?”

“I don’t understand the question,” I stumbled.

“…from the top,” he replied.

And with that he turned my world upside down.

“Do you reject what I have given you?”

“No, of course not!”

“Then, why in heaven are you doing everything but follow my guidance?”

“Fear of your glory… I’m afraid to see you.”

“You are afraid of love!”

“Yes… I’m afraid it will strip me of my illusions.”

“You are afraid of me…”  He looked down weighted in thought.

“I’m sick with mortality, holding on to my stale delusions and phantoms, a prisoner of myself… Help me!”

“You are a leaf… I’ve already told you the Tree has Fallen Off the Leaves Now, you are a floating leaf. Burn before you hit the ground!” His eyes were on fire as he spoke.

“…a leaf? A mere leaf?” I whimpered and cowered in my mortal coil…

“Did you ever expect anything else? Now burn before you shrivel up.  Have faith in my gift!”

-Iliad Alexander Terra   w/God speaking through my Conscience…

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Spear Wound

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Fisher King, Cormac McCarthy's arrow symbolism

We’re hunkered down here, trying to fend off darkness.

Yet it encroaches, indomitably, pulling its shroud over our day…

We’re blinded with fear, our God has been crucified, stabbed with a spear, mortally wounded.

Shall we ask him: What Ails You my King?

Yet no one ever asks.

And so our Sun bleeds at the edge of the world, a crimson farewell, as he enters the underworld,

And enters stage left the queen of night, dark-veiled and cold…

But…

In the heart of darkness, in the bitter cold, we find revelation scripted in light, the radiant decree of heavens writ with starry bright.

And so we wait for the resurrection of our Sun King, the rebirth of our Corn God, once more, spear in hand, dagger poised, ready to stab him and send him off to his sacrificial journey, yet again.

I will eat of your body, and drink of your blood! I will kill you! I love you so…

Nothing new under the sun,

Nothing but the cycle anew!

Every story is of me and you,

Every story adieu…

-IAT


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Ash Sunday

I’ve taken the liberty to grab some pictures from Hutch and Sarah’s  snapshots from the Ash film set on Sunday, October the 4th.

We had such wonderful time, and we especially enjoyed interacting with Striker, …what gentle tender souls are serpents… and how brutal does the Patriarch seem at times…

I wonder, oh do I wonder, what travesty did Peter wrought upon Christendom, and the distortion that imprisons our perception…

So indeed it’s time to forgive the Serpent, take a bite of the hidden “Apple”, and face fates’ fury steadfastly with eyes on fire…

-Iliad Alexander Terra

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Father’s day

He was fast asleep as I kissed him on his warm forehead, filled with faraway dreams in distant lands.

I grabbed the Smith & Wesson .357 Magnum and stepped out in the gray morning drizzle…

By mid morning the sun had come out in full glory, burning off the humid air in fields of rising mist across the grasslands and asphalt.

In the distance the perfume of a roasting hog, mixed with that of moist clay and pungent decaying weeds, wafted through the branches in rivulet wisps of blue-gray smoke, rendering the palate wholly of earth’s final texture.

The clouds with their cascades of towering cumulus plume-castles were barely discernible through the haze, drifting slowly, looking down on our futile mortal struggle.

He loaded the revolver, his eyes glinting darkly with anticipation.

I fired.

The report of exploding gunpowder echoed sharply through the damp air, ricocheting, cutting the haze.

We smiled.  The line had been crossed…

Later, we chanced upon an enchanted stupa and watched iridescent turquoise dragonflies inscribe the air.  We traced their diaphanous dissolving language while sitting zazen…

-Iliad Alexander Terra

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